Lee James Mills

Happy 29th Birthday

Happy birthday little brother, had internet problems yesterday so this is a belated one...

How the years change us Lee, I sit here wondering what you would have been like yesterday celebrating your 29th Birthday, probably spending it with Grace, I saw her just before Christmas, you would be so proud of her she is gorgeous, as are Cameron, Brandon and Mia, all your children are beautiful and I love them to bits, I am trying to see them as often as I can, but not as much as I would like, we have finally made some progress with getting your headstone sorted out, it feels like we need to get this final act done for you so you can truly rest in peace, I think my daughter has adopted some of your traits, Madison is so defiant and doesn't like to do as she is told, which is so frustrating, then she can melt your heart in the next second, a feeling I have come to know well from you!!!, and baby Jonah just likes to exercise his lungs all night, keeping me up I might add!!, I feel about fifty, and look even older, I don't wear time very well :). I miss you so much lee, and think about you often, at least you will always be 26, all these birthdays you will have and never age, so when i do see you again and im a little old man (hopefully!!!) I'm sure you will have fun taking the pi*% out me, you always did laugh at your own jokes more than anyone else..lol. Anyway thats enough of my ramblings, love you and miss you so much, sleep peacefully little brother,and happy birthday xxx

Chris Shaw (Brother) January 12, 2009

hi millsey mate just a line to say it were sad to here your gran with you now she left a lot of broken harts like you did mate. Hope your looking after her no you will be. it ma moms 12 annerversary on the 14 of this month and johns 30 on the 16th time flying by so as my mom your nabour please pass on a message for me plz tell her i miss her very much. thanks mate my baldi
will be 16 soon he still talk bout u and still got that 50cent picture u got him. all ur littles one growing up now,grace is ur double now she atrue princess like u call her well mate got to go now,rest peacefull love pam x.

Billie (Partner) October 3, 2008

hi millsey its clare thout id better write u a line well carnt get away from school anymore without are grace been in the car. she is a little star u would be really proud of her.Well time to go wont leave it so long again so hope you well miss u loads love clare mariah emma an hope x x x

Billie (Partner) October 2, 2008

Hi millsey its pam still think of you mate could never forget you. Because you left us a beautifull princes grace i see you in her everyday and you would be so proud of her. Agree with chris the family should get there heads together and do the last thing for you miss you loads pam xxx

Billie (Partner) September 17, 2008

Hi Lee,
Hope you are ok, still miss you so much, look after grandma mills...I went to your grave the other day and it gutted me, we need to sort out your headstone soon, I promise I will make it happen, regardless of all the silliness that is going on, everyone should put your best interests first instead of their own. Love you so much, xxx

Chris Shaw (Brother) August 28, 2008

Hi there lee long time no speek.I know we didnt get on to the end but i always told the kids who there dad was and you loved them. Brandon is 9 now he's just like you with out the hair! he is doing really well at school he in the top at every thing at school.Dont know where he gets it from!And as for Mia she is 7 and its like lookin at you and your mom with the hair. As for school what can i say well put it this way they love it when she's not there she's a little madam. and we still got the cat you got for brandon he still with us.I will never let them forget you as your there dad too. Hope your in a better place you deserve it. You were a good lad and all your children are a credit to you.You will be proud when your looking down on them.Good bye lee x

Michelle (mother of his two children) July 12, 2008

alrite there lee how u doin up there hope ur not causing any trouble lol.when i go out i still think im goin 2 bump into u cos thats the only time i saw u,out enjoying urself.i see ur brandon and mia every day and its just like lookin at u there r great kids.ur a top lad lee and i do miss u im goin 2 get off now nite xx

Kirsty (Cousin) July 12, 2008

hi there dad. Well i am 9 now and mia is 7 we have some photos uncle chris give us and you look just how i remberd you.Mia talks about you all the time as she dont rember much.my mom has took us to see your grave a few times i have got lots off newcastle football cards for you i will bring them next time i come down love always daddy, Brandon and mia

Mia (children) July 10, 2008

Missing You...

Hi Little Brother,
I can't believe its been 2 years without you, although it might as well have been 2 days, the pain never goes away, and neither will you, wherever you are its always here with me, I miss you so badly, and will always love you completely, rest peacefully and sleep easily, Chris xxx

Chris (Brother) April 18, 2008

millsey

hiya millsey grace alittle bitch now she atschool the things that she says and does its sumtimes funny she just like u in everyway we goin zzoo next week grace loves animals monkeys elephants and she loves the tele dvds we love n miss u thinkin of u all our love bkg xxx

Billie Jean Jennings (Partner) March 6, 2008